Tears of sadness and joy
For the loss of a part of me that I held close for so long
That was integral to my being and yet never served me well
Since some long ago defence response initiated its activity
And now I let it go, simply no longer needed, simply
Never to be a part of my life again
Loss and Joy combined
Bittersweet tears sat behind my eyes, until
Your words brought clarity to my attention
I sit now, within the truth, feeling
Tears of sadness and joy
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Tell me: What have you given up, that hurt?