Over forty years being a pathetic demanding personality. Always looking for what I could get out of a relationship. Never fully understanding true friendship.
Missing out on true relationships.
Never fully being myself, afraid to reveal or be myself, afraid of being rejected. Always fear.
Preaching love above fear, but not living those words fully.
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[ A particularly harsh assessment of myself, born of the pain and hurt of the past week. But it contains truth. And the truth guides me to where I want to go now, as I work towards a better place in life ]
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An honest assessment, all the best! 🙂
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I was always too open, wore everything on my sleeve, gave 150%… the results have me now hiding and avoiding. I’m glad you see what you want to change and are working toward it ☺️
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Sometimes I wish I could be like that earlier you. Maybe the results are not because of what you did.
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Is rejection the core of your fear? What sustains the fear?
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