Honestly. 

My anger was directed at myself

Because I thought it was unfair to direct it at someone else

Didn’t want to keep count of what wasn’t working

But neither was I keeping count of what was working

So my blinkered view contributed greatly to the darkness

So now I need to be clear in my mind

She never learnt how to show me love and understanding, despite my suggestions

I never learnt how to fully give her love, because she couldn’t tell me what she needed, and I would get caught up in her neglect of me

Full communication was always lacking 

The deep and varied discussions that a relationship needs were mostly one-sided, me-sided

And that is from where my hurt stems. Her inability to share with me, about what really mattered, about what I needed to discuss.

(20 May 2015)


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