Energy Rollercoaster.

Tiredness that overshadows
Any positives of the day
Exhaustion drags me down
I don’t want to participate
Somehow, a focus
Human interaction breaks through
And I feel normal
Because I don’t think
Just doing what I want to do
With friends and family
Welcome interference in my
Otherwise distressing state

Afterwards, the pull
I just want to shut down
And stop feeling
To sleep, or any other way
Close down my consciousness
End the pull
The heaviness that tries to crush me
The weight of awareness

(6 October 2014)

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