All These Thoughts.

No answers
Just more complications
Physical
Mental
Health

Some days
There seems to be
Nothing Left of
Who I used to be
What I used to be
And what I felt good about

But maybe that was all
Some crumbly facade
That has fallen away
And now the bare me
Has no idea
How to protect itself
(Maybe it should not?)
No idea
How to deal with
All this feeling
All this change
All this pain
And uncomfortableness

It’s like a dirty trick of life
All that I ever avoided
Has come and hit me at once

Vulnerable
Insecure
Needing a care that
Who knows how to give?

(9-10 Sept 2014)

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