i give up
nothing I do makes any difference
all my efforts
what are they for?
nothing really changes
i’m still unhappy
most of the time
about so many aspects of the relationship
i’m hurting myself
with the frustration
and i just
don’t
need
that
anymore.
give up
stop struggling
stop fighting for what I want
and after that
i don’t know what will happen.
and something unusual happened
a calming
a space opened up around me
that was freeing
everything just flowed